Yesterday was the game demo presentation... I managed to come out with a game, but I wasn't happy. I was afraid... very frightened. Of what? I was not sure of myself too... Maybe I'm worried of how to face my partner or wondered what to say later during the demo...
I was so emotional that I broke into tears on the bus to school and when I saw yongjie and his group. I was and am so thankful that he and his friends were there to support and helping me to stabilize whilst i'm waiting for my turn to present.The presentation went well. Alvin said that I'm very vocal. Thank you... but i know I am very nevous... putting a strong front then... acting happy...
I dun even know what am I saying.. that's y i feel so bad after commenting yongjie's laptop when he lent me then -- I wasn't thinking then manz.. when his computer hanged during the demo... I was so nevous that I just barge out "oh lousy pc" and just ended the demo abruptly.
Now... now... today, I'm still restless. Still depressed over Saturday's issue. Very regretted. My mind kept flashing the game demo... the sms. I starts to loathe myself. Oh Lord, help me to consider You.
3 comments:
Are you ok? Heyz...did you try explaining? hmm... don't take what your partner said to heart k? You did your best already, so it's just him not making the effort to understand... Dont' know what else to say, but if you need to talk it out, we're here k?
Are you ok? Heyz...did you try explaining? hmm... don't take what your partner said to heart k? You did your best already, so it's just him not making the effort to understand... Dont' know what else to say, but if you need to talk it out, we're here k?
Hope to meet up soon and talk someday...dun take things too hard on yourself, though yes, we have to humble ourselves too
The journey isn't over, continue to look at the Cross, even as you think through what happened, and and pick up
Am willing to help if anything =)
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