To Johore with Sis and Mum...

yeah.. my very once in a blue moon outing with my mum...! This trip was well planned by my sister way before the start of the exam, nevertheless, i guess i had kinda made her upset sia... because i wasn't feeling well during the trip so wasn't seem to enjoy myself during the trip... or is it that i wasn't used to going out with mum. Anyway... i was quite glad and relieved to see and know that my mum enjoyed the trip very much...

Retreat at Wee Seng's place...

Finally the decision was made.. seem that all of us were on the same side of the fence... which is good . I had kinda made up my mind yesterday.. before the retreat, that's why I am very quiet today... i need to reason out my emotions, cause even when I had made the decision... I still feel emotional abt it... 怎么说.. it's a place where I had known so many people that i liked... a place where i had grown...
Well... that's just my emotional side... but I am firm about my decision because that is something that I know it is bibical and godly... furthermore I know that God, despite of anything, will sustain His ministry... and we shall be thankful that we have a part in His ministry.

Granny's Birthday...

Yes.. yesterday was my granny's birthday. It was one of the annual event that the whole family will come.. and talk to talk to one another while the kids run around the small flat, making noise. Well, what a blissful scene... because it's 三代同堂 watz... oh no no.. it's 四代.. four generations... i gotta nieces and nephews already.. haiz. However, I don't like this, 'cause the talks are shallow and the concerns are superficial, nobody really care for one another... worst not even to the birthday gal. My cousin actually scold my granny when she blocked her view whilst watching TV... what the @$!%&#
One other thing that saddened me is the fact that some of my cousins were quite disturbed that I am a Christian... and I find it hard... really hard to talk to them abt Christ... when we never have in depth relationship with one another.. and worse, i am prejudice towards them...

Meeting my FYP supervisor...

I was kinda trembling with fear when i saw my supervisor yesterday while i was in the canteen... was afraid to face him.. because I have NOT done anything for the FYP yet... I hate to say, but i cowardly leave the place as soon as possible. As I was on my way home, my supervisor called me... asking me to meet him today. The whole night... i was anxious. I was thinking of what to say to him the next day... ... should i find some excuses, or should i be honest? As I was battling with these, i realized how weak i am.. how iniquitous i am to want to hide my shame with excuses....

So in the end, I told Prof Andreas, this morning, that I have not done anything at all for the FYP. I thought he will give me a good scold, but he didn't. Nevertheless, I still feel bad for not doing anything yet, even though I was quite relief that he didn't disapprove me.

Examzzz is Over...!!

What a long time since I last entered an entry! Well well... due to one main factor: EXAMS... one sub factor: MODEM spoiled... i had not been updating the blog for 3 weeks...
But anyway, usually nothing interesting could happen to me during exam period... and normally during these times... i would be at home munching my lecture notes... haiz boring sia!

so here... a bit update of what had i been doing for the past 3 weeks:
- most of e time study... when mind drift away... study bible, draw anime, sing songs, see mirror...
- eat...
- watch TV..
- sleep..
- attend cell..
- sing KTV at home.. to destress
- watch anime..
- in school taking examz.. studying with frens after that..

そですしょ... geez .. むずがしですね (boring desune)... that's why am looking forward to the interesting holidayzzz です...!! KTV ですか?