水灾...

This night is the first time I'd ever screamed so loud in a school canteen... a whole full cup of Ribena is being poured onto me... a whole cup mind you. Naturally, it's my instinct for me to screamed, and that caught the attention of everyone in the canteen, cuz I really shriek.. dreadfully...

It's so sick...! the Ribena is so sweet... and sticky.. and it's red... just hope that it will not stain my pants now.. What a way to end the last day of January...!

Well a few ppl to thank for helping me while I'm in the soup.. (ya, while i am soaking). They are Charmain.. for lending me a pair of pant to change. Alex... for driving me to char's hall (though it's wrong) and the 2 Yongjies.. one for lending me his windbreaker to cover up my soaking pants, while the other help to carry me bag...

I cooked...

yup yup... this is one of the once in a blue moon thingy that I would pick up the wok and get myself smelly as I try to come up with a 3 dishes meal... Well just in case you do not know... i know how to cook.. but of course not as good as my dad and sis.. due the lack of practice.. nevertheless, i see myself having some creativity that they don't have.. hahha...

Well here are my おいしいです dishes..

Dish one - this is the simplest dish... just cut and throw everything into the pot and boil it... hee.. that's y the vegetables looked yellow cuz it's overcooked... but there is one creative factor here ok --> I added chrysanthemum...

Dish two - black pepper pork... this is quite bland... i thought the black pepper will be too hot so didn't really put a lot of it.. haiz mistake... but thankfully the meat is well cooked...

Dish three - The frying of the fish is done by my sis... i can't fry fish... it's too dangerous for me cuz the oil will splatter all around. But the seasoning is done by me, with many trials and error.. either added too much salt or too much of the MSG... so i had washed the fish for a several time. In the end, it still taste good... in fact the best among the three...

*clap clap clap* yeah... finally the three dishes and rice were well done by me after leaving a big mess in the kitchen ( i hate washing up)... nonetheless... it's edible and quite good.. my sis and mum can testify it... hahaha...

Meeting up with people...

Well a last minute plan up to meet the minners for lunch... and I was late, so didn't really catch up with them much. I had only get to know that Rinov is attached... to Anita, and Diana is quiting her low-pay job soon... and she is now working part-time in the Vietnamese Restaurant that we eat in then.

The food there is nice.. and the ambience is very cosy too.. most importantly, the food is quite cheap and interesting. Have a great meal, though only Diana and Chandra had stayed to accompany me...

Went shopping with Diana later to look for the bible my sis wants... haiz.. all the places I went were out of stock... what a fruitless attempt.

Thereafter, rush down to ARPC to attend their BB/GB prayer meeting. I had always wanted to help out in the BB or GB... had been asking Aileen about it when i was in SJSM... but she didn't give me much information and didn't give me any hints of how I can be involved then. Now, today in ARPC, i'd learnt more about the BB and GB... therefore am kinda glad that I'd went for it even though I hesitated initially...

Lunch at Jurong...

terrible.... very bad... which makes me gotta moody and angry after that... well i would say that it is not what I had anticipated...

Back to the Engineering CG again...

yup... I will be going for the CG led by Yongjie on every Monday now. Without a doubt, it is of a different setting this semster, for this CG is no longer under the NTU Christian Fellowship anymore. Nonetheless, i would like to comment that Yongjie had done it quite well for the BS.

well.. i guess the dust had kinda settled for the FES matter liaoz.. Those who are staying had stayed to do GL... while those wanted to leave had left to embark on other plans of continuing the gospel work... Both, I would say and hope that, will indeed carry on the work of the good news faithfully.. not by our own human strength.. but in trusting the Lord..

Duhz...

feeling so bummed-out...and droopy from the dejection.. that i gotta out my house in the night to Toa Payoh's seven-eleven shop to get myself an ice-cream cone... @$#$&%.. What some senseless stuff one may do when in low spirit... duhz...

When problem arise...

Do guys always need time to be alone and think when a problem arise in their life..? I started to realised that guys and gals react quite differently when things turn bad... or is it me that is different? Cuz i see that gals, at least myself, will talk to friends when things crop up.. But guys dun...

Well, i had try to talk to mabel and han min over the msn today... will catch up with mabel soon to update with one another life.. but with han min.. i know that he is struggling with some stuff now too, therefore wanna to see if there is anything i can help.. I know that I shall not be doing this... it's the "Messiah-synrome"... normally i can control.. but my overwhelming busybodiness and the curiousity led me to probe him... Well i guess, it kinda backfired...

Thursday is FYP day...

Every thursday is my FYP day now... i gotta meet my sup on every thursday... and she is expecting me to show her something every week.. which mean i gotta cook up some craps to smoke her every week.. also mean getting stressed up... and then depressed every thurs... I dun like this... I dun like my FYP... I have no interest.. no idea.. and hence no motivation to do it... but i have to do it... aarrggg....

Lousy Monday...

nahz... Monday Bluezz.... can't get anyone to lunch with me... tried my first time asking people for lunch... well.. i guess i'm not a good asker or i'm just too 麻烦.. fortunately Dandan is kind enough to sit there and accompany me for lunch at around 3...

XO Fish Head Bee Hoon...

Went to ARPC Combined Service in ACS today... after the learning from the passage on the rich young man, the year plan for ARPC was discussed during the service. I am very excited.. whilst thinking of how i can be involved... not really in ARPC.. but the gospel ministry in the whole...

Well i know that this gotta nothing to do with the heading... alright then as for the heading I just wanna remember the very first "after church lunch" with the ARPC clique is to the XO Fish Head Bee Hoon... and their customer service is so bad that we just left without ordering anything... .... duhz! In the end, we went to the other XO Fish Head Bee Hoon at the main road instead...

Gift...

The very very best gift that i ever recieved and till now am still grateful and still love it.. is the gift of salvation from the LORD... whom once I was His enemy, and His gift I do not deserved. It was in His grace and mercy that He offered me this gift of living water... not only He forgive me for being His enemy, He called me His child... co-heir with His Son - that mean the sufferings now here will not be able to compare to the glories we will all share.

I know i did not express it well but ya.. that's the very best gift..

And today i received my next best gift..



It's from my church cell group. They are a big group of people whom I don't really know well and they dun really know me well too... so this gift is something i will not expect too. I am not trying to draw comparsion between the first and the second gift... in fact no comparsion can be drawn... I just want to express how grateful I am upon receiving this birthday gift.. something i longed..

There is a sense of undeserving, hence a great sense of happiness and gratefulness.. this leads me to want to know them more... so that we can each other better... such that what i know of them is not an opinion from me.. likewise with the first gift... the right response towards it shall be to KNOW the Giver more by knowing, not guessing, what He's saying.
Rather than forming opinions of our own... understand his Word... we used to not know the Lord... but now we can.. because He had given us the gift...

What to blog..?

... After pausing for 2 weeks, suddenly.... i just have no idea of what to blog liaoz ... shall i talk about the past.. or shall i just follow as the days goes by..?

Well, maybe just for me to recall things that had happened in this 2 weeks... i shall jot down the things that i see it as important events... so that in 10 yrs time i still can remember...

So the first important date to remember is the 3rd Jan.. which is the first day of school.. i didnt go for any lessons becuz i was in NIE with Hui hong, Sean and Ann.. went to the nie's art room.. have qt some fun

the next date is the 4th Jan... went for the CGLG... and told the exco that I'm resigning...

.. then spent the rest of 1st week doing FYP interim report...

went ARPC's discovery class, with my sis, on the 9th of Jan... the session is qt ok.. Thanks God that my sis wasn't confused by the questions asked by other ppl...

10th Jan.. hand up interim report... gotta to know minna's friend, Heli..

CF's first corporate meeting of this sem, on 11th, .. to tell members regarding the FES matter.. decision to leave finalized finally...

Attended Lincole's cg.. on wed... i think i'll still continue to go for it..