Wednesday, March 23, 2005

I wanna to be wiser...

i went to my Milton's (my cousin) house to stay last night so that i can test my project over his IPv6 network... and well... =) I managed to get it working before midnight... so we spent the rest of the night talking..

It was through the chit-chatting that i realised that i do not know a lot of things... compared to him.. i am like one flower that was well taken care of in an incubator.. never had faced any difficulties in life.. weak and 'girl'... whine a lot in a little stress... cried a lot upon a slight fall...

Worse.. i do not know what i want... i wish i know.. but i really can't decide... i do not know what kind of job i would like to have.. i do not know what am i capable of... i just know that i do not know a lot of things... and i wish i can be wiser.. in knowledge and of life.. and God.

My mind can't think the way he think.. my mind can't think the way Charmain's thinks.. my mind can't think the way Yong jie's think.. my mind can't think the way ann's think.. so how my mind thinks...? right now.. i'm really not very sure.. what i'm thinking now is FYP... robotics lab.. com vision lab... and the Book of Mark... and.. ........ ..

sigh.. i wish i can be wiser... i wish i can think more ... and am more confident in doing things that the mind think...

3 comments:

Anonymous said...

hey, God made each one of us to be unique, so it'll only bring yourself more stress comparing with others.

you do have your own strength, to look at things with an innocent perspective is something that is rare to have in men today, esp when there is so much skepticism today, you are one of the few who still maintains that innocence, so treasure it and do not lose it seeking the wisdom of the world.

Remember that only the wisdom that comes from our Lord and Saviour is the true wisdom!

Press on sister!

--Char

Anonymous said...

*smilez* Don't worry so much. All graduating students, ilke you, will have to go through this transition phase of feeling lost, not knowing what they want or interested in, etc. So it's normal.

It's sure a wisdom issue when it comes to making decisions about your future. But I trust that you'll work that out in due time. Just continue to find your confidence in the gospel, that makes you wise for salvation. =)

taiyongchieh said...

Why you wanna think like me? If that's me you are talking about... My thinking cannot make it in the society one...