Thursday, October 21, 2004

Tidying up the emotions...

Have been thinking too much these few days... gotta myself trapped in this mess of thoughts... making myself depressed and dependent on myself...

What a wretched person I am... how can I have forgotten that I am dead to sin, alive to God in Christ Jesus? Why do I allow myself to be cooped up with my own stupid stuffs, when there is a much serious thing happening now to God's ministry?

I wanted to fight on..!! I wanted to be the good soldier of Christ Jesus, an athlete that run to get the prize, and a hardworking farmer waiting for the first crop.... May I be able to flee from the youthful desires and sins... may I consider Christ.

I am picking myself up now(with help from friends), so, do not come and ask me what happened to me... I DO NOT wish to arouse MY emotions again... my sins anymore. Talk Christ to me.. remind me to live a godly life, for Christ had set us free to righteous living.

3 comments:

Han Min said...

"when your heart is broken, and you feel discouraged, you can just remember He said: He'll be there
When you call on Jesus, all things are possible!"

GunBlad3 said...

Heh heh...noted~

Glad to see you trying to tide this thru, but do speak up if you have to!

God bless...and continue to remember the cross ;)

yifen said...

hey gal...are u ok? no wonder u look troubled on sat.